I am not Okay and that is Okay
I have not been okay. I have been feeling lost and alone. I have been feeling a lot of things especially helplessness that I have no clue how to express except for just screaming and crying. Now that I have no control it has gotten worse. Having the control was what was helping and now that has been taken away from me. I understand why, but it doesn't make it hurt any less than what it does. About a month or so ago it seems like my mom got put into the hospital due to her losing the capability to use her legs. They did some tests and whatnot and found a mass growing on her lung and did a biopsy on it. While waiting on results she got sent to a rehabilitation center to help her gain strength in her legs again. As we were waiting and she was in the center she got the results from the biopsy. It was Stage 4 Lung Cancer. We no more found out the results and that weekend she ended up falling while in the bathroom. The nurses thought she had a stroke when th...